Can you be a Catholic and have a questioning mind?

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This article is an interesting response to the questions that I posed to my spiritual adviser just last week. Perhaps you, too, will find this interesting.

Can you be a Catholic and have a questioning mind?.

Can you be a Catholic and have a questioning mind?

BY PETER BERGER

There has been no end of reports about priests abusing boys and girls under their care (more boys than girls, it seems), culminating in the criminal conviction of an ecclesiastical official for protecting abusive priests.  And there have now been stories about intrigues and corruption reaching into the highest circles of the Curia.  But none of these stories — though certainly damaging to the credibility of the Church — affect the core of her identity.  Even the most fervent anti-Catholic will not claim that the core of Roman Catholicism consists of pedophilia, court conspiracies and financial irregularity.  But there are some other media stories that cut closer to the real core (whether they are embarrassing or not depends on the theological position of the observer).

A few weeks ago the Catholic bishops of the United States staged a campaign somewhat oddly called “Fortnight for Freedom” (as a reader of this blog pointed out, the title was in British English — how many Americans use the term “fortnight”?  — is there some Anglophile scribe in the offices of the Bishops Conference?  — perhaps a recent convert from the Church of England?!).   The campaign was triggered by the attempt of the Obama administration to force Catholic institutions to include contraception in health insurance offered to their employees.  The campaign was strongly supported by many non-Catholics who did not agree with Catholic teaching on contraception, but who agreed with the bishops that the issue here was not contraception at all, but the free exercise of religion guaranteed in the first amendment to the US constitution.  (I too agreed with this view.) What is more, ever since the Second Vatican Council, the Catholic Church is indeed credible as a defender of religious freedom in society, as she has been a strong proponent of democracy in many countries.  But there is another issue not touched upon by the bishops — the issue of religious freedom within the Catholic Church.  The “Fortnight” campaign attracted a good deal of attention, but another story has quickly replaced its featured place: the contretemps between the Vatican and the major organization of American nuns.

The current issue of the National Catholic Reporter contains several articles about this event.  In April 2012, after a long investigation, the Vaticn’s Congregation for the Doctrine of the Faith (the latter-day successor to the Inquisition, and before his ascension to the papacy headed by Benedict XVI) issued a sharp criticism of the Leadership Conference of Women Religious, which represents about eighty percent of American nuns.  The Congregation, in what is labeled an “assessment of doctrine”, cited the “prevalence of certain radical feminist themes incompatible with the Catholic faith”.  These themes include sympathy for the ordination of women and questioning of many staples of Catholic sexual morality, as well as left-leaning political involvements.  Peter Sartain, the Archbishop of Seattle, was appointed to head a commission to oversee a general review of the organization and its subsequent revamping so as to conform to Roman standards.  On August 10, 2012, at its convention in St.Louis, the Leadership Conferencedecided to forego open defiance in favor of “dialogue” with the Vatican overseer.  (The New York Times reported this in its issue of August 11 on an inside page.  A separate story on page 1reported on a break-in at a US nuclear facility by a couple of militantly pacifist nuns.  This may or may not fall within the mandate of Archbishop Sartain).  The issue was defined in terms of one basic question by Pat Farrell, a Franciscan nun and head of the Leadership Conference: Can you be a Catholic and have a questioning mind?

What the Church can never compromise on is obedience to the authority of pope and magisterium: If the Roman Catholic Church compromised on that, it would give up the very core of its identity — it would cease to be itself.

Several other stories, reported both by Catholic and secular media, are interestingly related to Sister Farrell’s provocative question.  In the same issue of National Catholic Reporter (it was also reported in the New York Timesa story deals with the decision by the Vatican to withdraw the recognition of the Pontifical Catholic University of Peru as, precisely, an institution both “pontifical” (that is, directly recognized by the Pope) and “Catholic”.  The very prestigious University, located in Lima, was ordered to change its name and to turn over its assets to the archdiocese.  The reason is, once again, alleged dissidence from Catholic teaching.  The University has long been a center of Liberation Theology, whose neo-Marxist ideas have been condemned by the Vatican.  Gustavo Gutierrez, one of the founders of this school of thought, has long been on the faculty.  Thus far the University has been defiant, refusing to follow the Church’s orders.  There is, incidentally, a curious relation to the previously mentioned story: Pat Farrell spent more than twenty years in Latin America, in Chile during the Pinochet regime and in El Salvador during its civil war.  I can well imagine that this experience would make her sympathetic to the perspective of Liberation Theology.

Far from the United States and Peru, the Austrian Association of Catholic Priests has very explicitly challenged the authority of the Church.  Now representing over 400 Austrian priests and deacons, it was founded in 2006 by Monsignor Helmut Schueller (the very respected former head of Caritas Austria).  In June 2011 the Association issued an “Appeal to Disobedience”, promising to disobey official teaching on a number of issues, including clerical celibacy and refusal to give communion to divorced and remarried Catholics.  Reaching beyond Austria, the Association is in the process of establishing an international network of like-minded clerics.  The reaction by Cardinal Christoph Schoenborn, the Archbishop of Vienna, is very instructive.  Austrian Catholicism has a long tradition of moderation and mellowness, which Schoenborn personally embodies.  Thus he intervened when a local bishop removed from a congregational council one of its elected members, a man living openly in a same-sex relationship.  Schoenborn had lunch with the man and the latter’s partner, and became convinced of the council member’s sincere Catholic faith.  He overruled the local bishop and had the man reinstated, in the explanation of this action reaffirming Catholic teaching on marriage and homosexuality, but adding that individual cases should be decided by pastoral considerations and not in terms of abstract doctrine.  Yet the open defiance by a group of priests was too much even for Schoenborn.  While he expressed willingness to discuss their concerns, he ordered the rebellious priests to remove the word “disobedience” from their manifesto and threatened them with excommunication if they refuse.

An ongoing Catholic story concerns the Society of St. Pius X.  It was founded by French Archbishop Marcel Lefebvre as a very traditionalist community, opposed to many of the reforms inaugurated by the Second Vatican Council.  One of the Society’s hallmark characteristics was its continuing use of the Latin Tridentine Mass, resisting the Council’s establishment of vernacular languages in almost all rituals of Catholic worship.  But the retention of the Latin Mass is just one potent symbol of the rejection of all moves of aggiornamento — reconciling Roman Catholicism with the modernity of the day (giorno).  The tension with Rome was greatly intensified in 1988 when Lefebvre, defying then Pope John Paul II, ordained four bishops (one of them, more recently, turned out to be a Holocaust denier).  Rome declared that the Society was schismatic and that all its priestly actions were invalid.  Nevertheless, the present Pope Benedict XVI has promoted a dialogue with the group in order to restore its communion with the Church.  At the time of writing, the negotiations are stalled.

Many of the Catholic dissidents in these stories mention conscience as an authority. There is indeed a Christian tradition which puts conscience (though as guided by God’s Word) over the authority of the Church. This tradition is known as Protestantism.

Four stories about Catholics in trouble with the Church for dissident views and actions — American nuns, Peruvian academics and Austrian priests, all located somewhere on the Left of the theological spectrum — and the priests of the Society of St.  Pius X, about as far to the Right as one can go short of restoring the Inquisition to its historic role.  Yet, despite these differences, the four cases have in common to what is at the very core of Roman Catholicism — the authority of the papacy and its official teaching (the so-calledmagisterium).  The Catholic Church has a long history of accommodation and compromise with deviant groups, from the radical Franciscans centuries ago who despised the worldly splendor of Rome and thus its civilization, to the Anglican converts of our own time who want to retain married priests and the use of the Book of Common Prayer.  What the Church can never compromise on is obedience to the authority of pope andmagisteriumIf the Roman Catholic Church compromised on that, it would give up the very core of its identity — it would cease to be itself.

Back to Sister Farrell’s question: Can Catholic faith be combined with a questioning mind?  History suggests an emphatic yes. Catholic civilization has nurtured some of the best minds ever, some very questioning indeed.  But Farrell’s question is misleading: The issue is not what one thinks in private, but what one says publicly that is contrary to the magisterium. Roman canon law contains a very important proposition: De occultis non iudicat Ecclesia — “The Church does not judge secret matters” — such as the private ruminations of a questioning mind.  What is more, when these ruminations are publicly advocated in opposition to the teachings of themagisterium, the Church has the authority to condemn them and to discipline Catholics who advocate them.  [A disclaimer: I know very little about canon law.  I know this Latin proposition because Soeren Kierkegaard used it to comfort himself about a dark secret in his family history.  I further disclaim any ambition to be considered a Renaissance man.]

Many of the Catholic dissidents in these stories mention conscience as an authority.  There is indeed a Christian tradition which puts conscience (though as guided by God’s Word) over the authority of the Church.  This tradition is known as Protestantism.  My late friend Richard John Neuhaus (while still a Lutheran, before what he called his “ecclesial transition” to the Roman Catholic Church) once put it very succinctly: There are Christians who view the Church as avehicle for faith, others as an object of faith. Amicable ecumenical dialogue (such as the Catholic-Lutheran dialogue about the doctrine of justification) is useful and even admirable.  But it neither should nor could deny this fundamental difference.

The Twelve Decrees, Book Two: The Arrival Act

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Today, I am excerpting the second of the Twelve Decrees that I first mentioned last Friday, September 22nd. I was curious before but I’m just about desperate enough  at this point — see yesterday’s post — to give this prayer regimen an earnest go. As for you, please enjoy.

Book Two – The Arrival Act – Allowing the Soul to Act in Past, Present or Future Events

I Decree as a Spirit of God, born as a child of man, full trust and Opportunity to allow my soul or spirit to manifest and aid as needed in any past, present and future event of God´s Love. By free will I accept full escort and call in All Holy Angels assigned to render harmless any unHoly indent while interacting in the body or in the spirit, granting safe passage to this soul and any Guides assigned as well. By free will I accept and ask for transformation of any gift or material made by man or substance of creation darkened by unHoly intentions or manipulations, and

I Decree a cleansing of these through All Holy Angels assigned including a purification and bringing back the perfect creation within agreed parameters of interaction of the creations of the children of man to the fullness of potential made.

I Decree full authority and free will interaction of All Holy Angels assigned to protect any and all methods of communication, interaction and information devices from manipulations and unHoly intentions, including any present methods and future methods and inventions.

I Decree this as binding on earth as it is in heaven by the alignment of the will of God and man, bridging all past, present and future events until the King of All Dimensions in the Kingdom of God assumes full authority by order of the Arrival Act as ordained by the Blood of the Covenant as witnessed and given through the Holy Spirit by the Love of God, Amen.


Visualisation: The sun coming up over the horizon, going overhead and going down on the other side. Colour: yellow.

Repeat the entire Arrival Act again in 5 days.

On being broke, punishing Shylock, and taking Advil (or opium)

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Allow me to expound on a First World problem for a minute: being broke — as in, twenty-something living paycheck to paycheck, shuffling the credit cards, sweating the light bill — sucks. There, I said it. Not having money is no fun at all.

“What,” you might ask, “does this have to do with the spiritual journey of a skeptic?” Well, Mr. Mary and I have had a tough week, doing the money tap-dance that I just mentioned. It hasn’t been working. But the thing is that we’re certainly not the inventors of financial anxiety. In fact, financial strain tops the list of self-reported causes of depression and divorce in America. And if cash, or the lack of it, figures so prominently on the list of things that make people miserable, I have to imagine that it has an awful lot to do with the distress that sends folks flocking into church.

The Marxist “religion as opiate” thing is true inasmuch as it affirms that when people have a headache, they want some Advil (or opium), and when money is your headache the only medicine strong enough to treat the problem–at least in your imagination–is the Almighty. That isn’t to say that the medicine is placebo, ie. that God isn’t up there, just that his existence or not becomes increasingly relevant, often urgent, when the worst of headaches set in. So perhaps my money trouble makes me ripe for conversion. It stands to reason that a desperate person will be more willing to consider alternative methods of coping when the regular tricks–in my case, stress eating and bad TV–stop working. And I can assure you, carbs and court TV haven’t done my bank account any favors lately.

On a separate note, I’ve always liked about Judaism the mitzvah of not exchanging money on the Sabbath. In our market-driven culture, the voluntary suspension of financial transactions is a truly radical act. And there is something spiritually atmospheric that happens when a group of people say, “Yes, our institution needs your support, but no amount of need will compel us to distract ourselves from God’s precepts during this twenty-four period every single week.” Ironic that this is true of a people who have so often suffered humiliation and maltreatment under the bigoted guise of punishing  money-grubbing Shylocks. But I digress.

Maybe I’m romanticizing Judaism. Or maybe I’m just doing a little bit of cultural musing in the hopes that this anxiety peters out. Who knows. At least for the short term, I’ll keep my head down, continue my Catholicism 101 reading–considering the bank balance, reading is about all I can afford at the moment–and consider saying a prayer or two. Or maybe I’ll just take some Advil (or opium) and call it a night.

Is there God after Hitler?, or The theological problem of evil

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When I’m not blogging, I’m researching and writing a scholarly book that in part considers Holocaust history and representations. The theological problem of evil is one that crops up on every page of my book, whether or not I want it to–and as distracting as it is, I normally don’t. The popular fixation with the Holocaust is, in many ways, a manifestation of our culture’s long standing interest in evil and the capacity for seemingly regular people to commit exceedingly barbarous acts. Any community that is ruled by social contract necessarily struggles to understand: how can a man, who when playing with his own young children so seamlessly embodies God’s goodness, join a squadron during business hours that as standard practice bashes Jewish infants’ heads against concrete walls? Is that man’s true nature manifesting itself when he’s among his comrades? Or is he committing these deeds in spite of  his otherwise Godly nature?

I bring this topic up for two reasons. First, I haven’t before considered at any depth how my research must undoubtedly be affecting my own spiritual journey. It might seem like an obvious question, but I’ve done pretty well at keeping these two areas of my intellectual life separate. But on reflection, I can’t help but wonder if my desire to overcome my skepticism perhaps has something to do with a search for something transcendently redeeming in the face of overwhelming evidence that the possibility of God’s existence went up in the smoke of the crematoria. And note that crematoria is, in this example, a symbol of the egregious machinery of all mass atrocities, for I am not one to claim that, on the soul-level, victims in other times and places have any less claim to firsthand knowledge of the seeming absence of God. The spiritual vacuum in front of the Rwandan machete is, after all, no less final than God’s silence when the chambers filled with gas.

But I digress. The second reason that I bring this up, at this particular moment, is because my “Catholicism 101″ reading has turned up a mighty interesting excerpt that made me stop short and look at how my professional engagement with the problem of evil might be seeping into the evolution, or not, of my agnosticism. The Catholic theologian Thomas Merton made the top of my reading list because not only was he a Trappist monk and mystic, but his advanced degrees and secular upbringing were characteristics that I could identify with. As I continue to read him and test the possibility of having faith, I keep reminding myself, “Hey, if they (whoever “they” may be) can convince this evidently intelligent and skeptical New Yorker to believe in a Catholic God, maybe he can pass on the good news to me.” So while doing this evening’s “conversion reading,” so to speak, I ran across this excerpt that I’d like to share. It’s not exactly epiphany producing. I certainly don’t read it and feel as if Merton’s solved the problem of understanding how people commit atrocity. He does, however, have a way of illuminating the essential nature of evil, the simplicity of evil thoughts and deeds, all while implying that our interest should be less in interpreting perpetrators than in choosing whether and how to remember them. That mere suggestion may help me begin to reconcile these two areas of my life, the professional and the spiritual, that bleed into and shape one another for better or worse.

There is nothing interesting about sin, or about evil as evil.

Evil is not a positive entity but  the absence of a perfection that ought to be there. Sin as such is essentially boring because it is the lack of something that could appeal to our wills and our minds.

What attracts men to evil acts is not the evil in them but the good that is there, seen under a false aspect and with a distorted perspective. The good seen from that angle is only the bait in a trap. When you reach out  to take it, the trap is sprung and you are left with disgust, boredom–and hatred. Sinners are people who hate everything, because their world is necessarily full of betrayal, full of illusion, full of deception. And the greatest sinners are also the most bored and the ones who find life most tedious.

When they try to cover the tedium of life by noise, excitement, and violence–the inevitable fruits of a life devoted to the love of values that do not exist–they become something more than boring: they are scourges of the world and of society. And being scourged is not merely something dull or tedious.

Yet when it is all over and they are dead, the record of their sins in history becomes exceedingly uninteresting and is inflicted on school children as penance which is all the more bitter because even an eight-year-old can readily see the uselessness of learning about people like Hitler, Stalin, and Napoleon.

–Thomas Merton, New Seeds of Contemplation

My life project – an update

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The idea for this blog is transforming the meaning of “sacred spaces” as I originally defined it, that being (principally) understanding them as physical houses of worship. While I remain interested in the way that locations “rub off,” or not, on the skeptical but spiritually curious guest, this is evolving into a more broadly defined search into the way that free-wheeling spiritual searching might generate faith.

My appreciation for religious cultural products–buildings, texts, art–is nothing new, so it’s not as if an unfamiliar non-believer might suddenly be awakened by exposure to previously unknown ideas and sites. This life project, then, is process-based. If I approach people, places, and things with some intellectually and emotionally systematic, articulated interest in figuring out the existence of God once and for all–not ambitious at all, right?–my blog will operate as a journal for, and through its careful development facilitate, this journey. So come by often, or better yet click “follow this blog,” in order to observe my evolving attempt to figure things out from post-to-post. And of course, feel free to react: roll your eyes at my ignorance or innocence, get angry at my smug disbelief, and/or commiserate with your own skeptical but seeking self in mind.

In summation, if you want to understand the bottom-line of The Idea, how’s this: This life project-blog is as much a work-in-progress as the skeptic responsible for creating it.

Dear Spiritual Guide, it’s me Mary

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As usual, I have more tasks than I have time–or is my problem a deficit of time management skills?–so I’m going to knock out two birds here. Because I enjoy doing my daily posts, and have equally enjoyed my week-long exchange with my $5/5 days spiritual advisor, tonight’s post will be act as my spiritual update.

Dear Russ,

Although my skepticism isn’t yet transformed into belief, I’m growing increasingly excited about our plan to consider Catholicism as a potential path for belief. I think that you understand my hang-ups, though this skeptic could use some more spiritual advisement. I’m not sure that, even if I were to become a person of faith, I would want a faith that leads to a spiritual tunnel vision: an insistence on the superiority of a single spiritual–and in fact, the immorality of any alternatives to this path–as well as hero-worship (the hero, in this case, being Jesus) and inflexible worldview that extends from this sort of moral singularity. From where I’m sitting, this is the heterodox Catholicism of pro-life protesters and anti-contraception activists, the Catholicism that would reprimand progressive nuns rather than encourage them. Is there any other way to be a Catholic, for whom progressive beliefs are an affirmation rather than a perversion of institutional faith? Is there any version of Catholicism for which Christ-belief, though a central and archetypal figure, is not the only way to live a life of meaning? Is there room for Catholics for whom the recitation of the rosary or attendance at Mass is understood and valued as a ritual though not valued to the exclusion of all other spiritual traditions? Although I know that all sorts of Catholics believe all sorts of things, I mean to ask if the Church, in any corner of its global community, affirms as Catholic this more flexible and humanist belief system rather than tolerating it in the hope that the believer will return to a “correct practice” in the near future.

You want to know a secret? I am an academic. Yup, I make a (not very lucrative) living by producing intellectual histories and critically considering all manner of texts and other cultural products. I share this because it accounts for the fact that reading your emails, and referencing relevant books, are doing more to move me along in belief than trying to negotiating an organic inner desire for, or inclination towards, faith. Perhaps this reliance on my intellectual mind is exactly the thing I will need to avoid to come to an authentic sense of the meaning of faith. But I imagine that my reading and research, even if they aren’t shuttling me along, also aren’t doing too much harm. Specifically, I’m currently enjoying A Thomas Merton Reader. From here, I plan on looking again at St. Augustine’s Confessions, perhaps reading Merton’s Seven Storey Mountain, reading Aldous Huxley’s Ends and Means, picking up the hundred-years old The Spirit of Medieval Philosophy, finding the book on Gerard Manley Hopkins’s conversion, and looking for Merton’s Zen Catholicism. I’ll probably also pick up a few biographies of saints: Mauriac’s Saint Margaret of Cortona–look at an earlier post on Margaret if you want to know why I think she’s awesome–and Lisieux’s Story of a Soul. How’s that for (mystical?) Catholicism 101?

To articulate the logic behind this particular reading list, I’ll say that I looked for books that were written by people with authentic Catholic belief–who in some cases have a formal role within the church and whose “Catholic-ness” can’t be reasonably questioned–but who, based on what I’ve heard about the books, also profess a version of Catholicism that is humanist, flexible, perhaps even skeptical (not of God, but of an institutional approach to the Divine). But this is mere speculation. All I’m sure of is that people and resources that I trust think that these books will help me understand the compatibility, or not, of Catholicism with my value system.

The fact that I find myself here, ensconced in Catholic study, at this point in my “life project”–transforming this blog from an exploration of Catholic churches to an experiment in Catholic belief–is funny. Perhaps it was more kismet than cleverness that led me to name myself and my blog for the Church’s Holy Mother. Well, this is the update. At this point, Mary the Skeptic might be aptly called Catholic-curious, moving from the the architecturally-derived skepticism with which my project started. That shift is promising, right? I eagerly await your thoughts on incarnations of Catholicism.

I humbly remain,

Mary the Pumpkin (& Skeptic)

The Twelve Decrees, Book One: The Unification Act

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The little Lincoln’s that I’ve sent out into cyberspace are coming full circle now. For one order, I’ve received twelve prayers that, per the seller’s ad, “have been very useful for me to improve my connection with God and the Holy Angels.” And lest you need instructions: “You don´t need to say them daily, once in a week is enough to stay protected from the evil. It will help you to clear your path and will increase your connection with the One.”

Today, I will excerpt the first of the “twelve decrees,” as the e-mailed document calls them. I feel a little naughty for posting what is, I suppose, proprietary material. You know what, though? They’re PRAYERS, for crying out loud. So copyright be damned–and for your information, the Word document that the seller forwarded me made no mention of copyright–but I think that God and the Holy Angels would smile upon my decision to share. In lieu of the 1/12th of $5 that should, by rights, be mine for allowing you to read Book One, I will kindly accept sincerely sent blessings, rain dances or, better yet, one or two especially powerful prayers that you happen to know. As for me, I plan on giving this one a shot before bedtime.

So without further adieu, I present to you,

Book One – The Unification Act – Unity of the Soul with God, Self and One Another

I Decree as a Spirit of God, born as a child of man, full alignment, communication and unity of this soul´s Holy Prayers and Holy Intentions with God, the Word of God, the Holy Spirit, the Holy Ones, Guides Assigned, All Holy Angels assigned (and my husband/wife and those under my care). By free will I agree to receive and connect with Love to strengthen Love, choose the way of Love, encourage Love and expand Love wherever it may be found, whenever it may be found, in whatever amount it may be found, throughout all creation that has been formed, is being formed and will be formed.

I Decree full authority and free will interaction to All Holy Angels assigned to utilize the indent of this soul through all interactions past, present and future to continue the experience and expansion of the Love of God.

I Decree this as binding on earth as it is in heaven by the alignment of the will of God and man, bridging all past, present or future events until the One King of the Kingdom of God assumes full authority by the order of the Unification Act as ordained by the Blood of the Covenant as witnesses and given through the Holy Spirit by the Love of God, Amen.

 Visualisation: Falling snow, blanketing everything. Colour: white.

Repeat the Unification  Act again in 5 days

Guest post one, in which a Believer comes to town

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Today is our first (purchased) guest post. I presented an online seller with a five dollar bill and the below prompt and asked her to go nuts. Here’s what she came up with. Judge for yourself whether she attempted to write what she believed I (and you) want to hear, or if she spoke from the heart as requested. (Her commitment to capitalized pronouns leads me to believe that I may have very well hired a Sunday school teacher.) Anyway, right now I’m going to smugly kick my feet up and smile about the all the free time one little green Abraham Lincoln can buy.

Prompt: Do you believe in God? Why or Why not?

Yes, of course I believe in God, The Divine Creator who has created everything and everyone in this world and around it. I believe that it is quite natural for an individual to believe in God, in the Oneness, no matter what name they address Him with. It is what keeps the soul connected to where it has come from and what gives him purpose in life.

There are many things in this world that have no explanation and it is therefore easy for the individual to believe that there is some One over there, who is controlling the things and Who will eventually make it right, if it has gone wrong at some point. The Divine God has laid down a lot of hints around us and it is for those, who possess the capability, to understand and find meanings in those hints.

I am going to help you understand some of the indications that are left for our understanding. The biggest evidence that proves to me that there is a God, is the creation of the human life from almost nothing. Who could have thought that a natural act of humans and animals that also gives them satisfaction could also lead to the creation of another living organism – an organism that takes its birth from the amalgamation of two cells. Within weeks, it develops into an embryo; and if you have ever gone through the National Geographic documentaries on birth and conception, you will see that at an early stage, the embryos of many diverse animals look almost alike. For example, the embryo of the shark, a bird, a frog and even a human resemble each other at one stage. Then Who is the One who is managing the creation of life so perfectly?

And yes indeed, it is only Him for whom we can attribute the word – “Perfect;” for in every other thing, not created by God, we can see faults, even if they are minute and not easily visible. But the circle of life, the cycle of the moon and sun every day, the changing of seasons and the germination of huge and different trees from tiny and similar kind of seeds, all point towards the fact that there is a Presence somewhere, much greater than our understanding who is creating and controlling the lives of each one of us. So, yes, I do believe that there is a One Divine God up there.

One little skeptic went to market…

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Since yesterday’s discovery of spiritual wisdom in five dollar “gigs,” I’ve gone shopping. Here’s what I will shortly be billed for, in five dollar increments: 1) a spiritual guide whom I can ask as many questions (by email) over the next five days as I want, presumably journeying ever closer to enlightenment); 2) two ghost-written blog posts, because I’m dying to know how complete strangers are going to respond to the prompt “Do you believe in God? Why or why not?” when they’re being paid five bucks to do so (and you, dear readers, have that to look forward to; you’re welcome); 3) twelve special and powerful prayers that, when said once a week, will bring me great prosperity and peace (these are on their way, and I’m just dying to share them with you….for five bucks); 4) a powerful Mayan spell that guarantees that Mr. Mary will get a job at his preferred consulting firm by January (click Mayan Spell for a peek at the “spell confirmation certificate”); 5) a description and healing of one of my past lives, because apparently they all leave a few scars; 6) a report on my life purpose based on my birth chart; and 7) an Akashic Records consultation to provide me some career advice. Yup, that’s right, I’ve spent $40 on the aforementioned Web site in the past 24 hours. I promise to put the Paypal login down (especially now that Mr. Mary will be catching wind of my shopping spree. Surprise, babe.)

Rather than trivialize the hard work of these 8 people–because that’d be way too easy–let me just express my sincere eagerness to see exactly what this $40 will buy. Allow me to be honest: I didn’t just spend that money because I have it to burn (which is simply not the case) or because I wanted something funny to write about (although that is marginally true). Outside of my plain ol’ inquiring mind, and the social laboratory provided by this five dollar economy, a teeny weeny itsy bitsy part of me is hoping that, by casting the net wide, my spiritual shopping cart will return something of authentic value. When I call myself a skeptic, I’m not doing so ironically or using it as a static state of being. I’m a work-in-progress after all, and this skeptic is prepared to believe just about anything with the right evidence in place. So maybe, just maybe, five of those forty dollars will contribute to the spiritual certainty that will render this whole damn blog obsolete (in which case, it was nice knowing you). Or maybe one of the several psychics in my employ will hit on something that opens up my personal or professional future, which would certainly come in handy right now. The sky’s the limit, right?

So judge for yourself whether things bode well based on the one deliverable I’ve received so far: the attached certificate of Mayan Spell. And depending upon your assessment, feel free to laugh at my curiosity and gullibility or cross your fingers that good news and even a little bit of enlightenment is on the way. At the very least, you have to grant me this: this whole thing is far more interesting than the $40 worth of Chinese food that I’ll have to cut out of this week’s budget to balance the books.

Is God for sale? – Mary the Skeptic learns exactly what $5 can buy

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This evening, rather than attend to the series of tasks that require my immediate attention–can you tell I’m a little stressed?–I spent hours surfing the Web and ultimately learning the value of an American five-dollar bill. Call it a capitalist education in miniature. A relatively new Web site called Fiverr.com allows sellers to post a “gig,” which is any item or service that they will provide for exactly five dollars, no more and no less. I started out just enjoying the absurdity of services offered: a man will dress up in a thong and wool cap and record himself singing the happy birthday song in Welsh, and a woman will take a picture of herself and her cat in any position holding a sign of the buyer’s choice. Who wouldn’t want to waste a couple hours learning the lengths to which people all over the world will go to make just $5?

But then the services offered went from funny and bizarre to fascinating and–skeptic that I am–questionable. Do you know what it takes to go from being an atheist to an active believer? Apparently, all you need is a phone, thirty minutes, and five bucks. How about the cost of especially powerful “prayer spells” that will ensure that my dreams come true? That, too, takes just five bucks and an email with a few sentences detailing my issue or request. Or if I’m okay with a more regular prayer, a guy will videotape himself and his young daughter saying a prayer on my behalf–as long as I’ve got five dollars, that is.

A side note: When I went to Morocco last month and the tour guide found himself getting frustrated with the obnoxious, pushy sellers at the souk, he reminded himself and us of his father’s old adage: everyone deserves to eat, and all the better if they’re willing to work for it. (Heck, if you’re a fan of Mitt Romney, you think that all anyone deserves is the ability to pursue work, entitlements be damned.)

So why remind myself of Morocco, and the admonition that my judgment of someone’s work should be tempered by the knowledge that everyone deserves to work? Because of my moral aversion to people who would claim to have spiritual answers but covet them in search of the elusive five dollar bill. I’m not bothered that some sellers would proclaim their psychic abilities or the existence of unique and special “prayer methods.” Although it’s possible, maybe even likely, that many of these people are just scamming to make a buck, I know that many people sincerely believe in the existence of these forces. It’s not any more wrong to proclaim your own psychic abilities than it is to declare a belief that psychic abilities do, in fact, exist. But to suggest that you have such powerful and transformative abilities or resources, that you have prayers or tools that can advance the spiritual health and wellbeing of all people, but that you won’t share these gifts–presumably gifts from God–with anyone who doesn’t have Web access or a credit card with some room for an (albeit small) charge? That strikes me as a little bit despicable.

But is this any worse than figures like Eckhart Tolle or Sylvia Browne, who claim to have amazing skills and spiritual answers but barter these resources for cash and media attention? (After all, the Oprah and Montel appearances are mere teasers. If you want the good stuff, you’ve got to pick up the book.) And why is it that the curiosity within this skeptic makes me want to throw five bucks on the table and see if one or a couple of these sellers really have the goods? At a minimum, five dollars spent on a thirty-minute conversion conversation would provide some wild material for a post. So after I do all of the tedious stuff that I should have done earlier tonight, I’ll check the available credit on a credit card or two and, if you’re lucky, I’ll take some of these folks up on their “gigs.” After all, what–more than $5–do I have to lose? And I always was a gambler…

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